I hands are swelling up and my ecxema is acting up and I can feel my heart racing. I am also very ADD tonight and can't sit still. So typing will be very hard for me. I am not sure what it could be. It could be that I feel uncomfortable about not working tonight, or that I wish that things could get put in place for my third job (yes, I have one and I need one). I am also very hungrey. I have gotten a lot done tonight. I have ironing to do and I ran the tub, but I just had to get this out. Things are going great with Scott, he is so great. I don't know why I am feeling this way.